Just some thoughts

I don’t know what it is but when I’m alone and can’t find anything to occupy myself with I just start thinking. So I guess that is why I don’t like being alone, because at first I just get empty thoughts, frivolous stuff, unimportant, inconsequential, arbitrary thoughts. But once those are gone I start thinking more serious shit, like about why I’m sitting alone in my room with nothing to, like running through all the mistakes I’ve made, thinking of things I should really not be postponing yet am. My mind runs at 100 miles an hour when it is left to its own devices, and many a time it thinks of shit I’d rather not think about. Maybe that’s why I hate being alone for too long,maybe that’s why I try to surround myself with friends at every possible juncture… maybe.